Wednesday 4 August 2010

sadness and happyness .




alot has happened this past few days ><
and has emoed alot too :(
i hate the emo feeling and miss my hyperness !!
i fell for a malacca dude on9 ..
at 1st we started out with chatting alot..
it turns out we have alot in common and he asked me ..
whether i wanna try coupling with him
and i said YES
i don reli regretted my decision cos i actually fell for him
although he said he loves me but why mus it end this way ?? :(
i admit you have hurt me but most of the times you always manage to make me smile and be happy :)
i love chatting with you and i miss it TT
i miss your name turning up on my cell phone ..
i miss you saying how much you care ...
i miss the days when we will chat for a long time in facebook :(
i miss you :(
but in the end ... was it all a lie ??
why mus you suddenly delete me from facebook like dat ??
and ur reason is because your mom found out ??
but why delete my frens as well ??
is that all a lie as well ?? :(
im so confused !
and on saturday you said you loved me but suddenly on sunday you were gone :(
and on sunday i was about to tell you that my dad actually allowed me to go malacca with my frens ..
i was kinda excited to tell you but i gues i was too late :(
gahhh !
i hate this feeling ><
BUT
THANKS TO GRRRRREEEAT FRIENDS, I MANAGE TO SMILE AGAIN :)
KAMSAHAMNIDA !
LOVE YOU GUYS !



THANK YOU KJY

THANK YOU FAZHU MEIMEI ! I LOVE YOU ! :)


THANK YOU YUKI MEI !


THANK YOU MUMMY ! MUACKS !


AND OF COS , THANK YOU LIWEN ! I MISS YOU !
theres also HANNA, JIEMMIE, FOO KHANG, BENN, JIAN PING, RABIE, and more peeps in my class :)
im so grateful to have y'all as my buddies hehehehe
now my mind is set ! muhahahaha
my one and only is KJY
hahahaha
according to liwen xD
imma gonna study harder this time ! and you will be my inspiration ! :)
imma gonna train more on my singing and dancing too !
btw ,
dancing is a great cure for depression !! xD
hwaiting !








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